waiting for change

change is a coming. this week i begin again my career as a full-time student. my excitement is tempered by my concern to keep a semblance of order in the miller household. if i'm busy writing stories and reading through the entire old testament, who is going to wash the sheets? what will we eat? i have entertained making a rotating menu but i can't decide if that's obsessive compulsive. can i wake up to an alarm? or have i gotten so used to the free-flowing life one leads with a child.

all these fears will soon be faced. but more than that, my mind will be engaged and my passions honed. it will be challenging, exhilarating, frightening, exhausting, fulfilling, ... and i can't wait.